people at least try to cheer me up. Even though it might not help, the fact that they’re trying and that they care for me just makes things a little better. I don’t feel as alone.
(via awsatan)
Is watching someone walk away when all you want them to do is to stay by your side. It’s difficult watching that person leave, acting like it doesn’t hurt or bother them. The hardest thing, is pretending it doesn’t bother you or you don’t care, when it actually does bother you and you actually do care.
(via awsatan)
I trust my significant other with all my heart, it’s just everyone else I don’t trust. I just get jealous at the fact that people who flirt or are around him a lot have so much fun. It’s not me… what if he thinks they are more fun than me? He’d just quickly leave me for them. I always feel like I’m not good enough and he’s the one that settled while I’m the one that’s aiming too high.
: Why can't I do at least one thing right.
I can never forgive myself. I make so many mistakes in my life and I just beat myself up for all of them. I feel like I am not even worthy for me. I always disappoint and I can never be as good as I want to be. I try so hard but I never seem to get anything right. I can never be happy with…
